A SISTERS LOVE

A SISTERS LOVE
By Roni

As I look out my kitchen window I see my two daughters playing in the back yard and it brought back memories of the times my sister and I would play. I remember the first time we played together; my sister is five years older than me so growing up she was always more of a caretaker to me than a sister. Because I was so much younger than her she would use me as a living doll and dress me up in her old clothes. Now this might not sound so unusual to what most sisters do except that I was a boy! Mom would look on and smile allowing her to dress me up; I didn’t mind either I liked wearing her clothes. As we got older the dress up play time got less and less but my desire to wear her clothes didn’t diminish. When I was fourteen she caught me in her room trying on her clothes; I had thought she was away at school but I misjudged the days and she was home for the summer. The look of fear on my face was evident but all she did was smile and then offer to help me out. I loved my sister; she was so open and understanding and never judged me for what I liked to do.

She helped me get dresses; insisting that I do it right which meant wearing her panties and bra under the dress. I had worn her panties before as well as her bras but I pretended that this was my first time which I don’t think she bought it. She picked out a pretty set in pink and handed them to me to put on which I did; I stripped right down and she saw that I was totally hairless and she smiled. I had been shaving my body ever since the hair had started to grow; I just didn’t feel comfortable with it on my body. Shelly (my sister) commented that I had a pretty body and that the panties and bra would look nice on me. I blushed to her comment and I really hoped she was right; with the bra and panty on she adjusted the straps of the bra to tighten it up and make it fit better. Now I didn’t have any breasts to fill the cups but that didn’t stop me from feeling pretty and sexy in the bra. I was surprised when Shelly opened up her drawer and pulled out two small breast forms and told me to slip them into the cups of the bra. “Don’t tell anyone but I wore these for nearly a year before my own breasts grew!” she told me with a wink. I smiled and slid them into the cups; they were cold at first but soon warmed up to my body temperature. I looked at my chest and I liked what I saw; I had two perky pretty breasts on my chest which were perfectly proportioned to my body size which meant they looked real!

Shelly smiled when she saw how I reacted to the breasts and continued to dress me; next came the pantyhose. I had always wanted to wear some but was always to afraid of running them and being found out that I was wearing her clothes. She showed me how to roll them up and then slide my feet in as I unrolled them as they went up my legs. “The nylons will make your legs look so sexy!” she told me. I shivered with excitement as I felt the nylon slide up my legs; the feeling was incredible the way they hugged my legs making them look so soft and smooth. I pulled them up all the way and ran into a little problem; my penis was ruining the look and I suddenly really hated my penis! Shelly instructed me to tuck him back between my legs which I did and I was rewarded with a flat smooth front. I smiled feeling better with what I saw but I never got over my dislike for my penis. Now that the nylons were on and all looked good so far Shelly handed me a slip and told me that all decent girls wore slips to prevent an accidental exposure.

I was now standing there wearing more girl clothes than I had since I was a little child and I loved it; I think Shelly liked it as well for she was getting right into it as well. She asked me which dress I would like to wear and I blushed because she had one dress which was my favorite; it was a pink and white dress that had an Empire waist on it and it tied with a big bow in the back. The hem of the dress would come just above my knees and I knew from wearing it before that it fit me perfectly. Shelly smiled when I told her which dress I liked and she pulled it out of her closet and handed it to me to put on. My hands shook as I reached out for it; I was finally going to wear it like I had always wished for. I slowly unzipped it and then swung it over my head allowing it to gently fall down over my body. It was like a spiritual awakening when I felt the dress cover my body and I suddenly felt feminine and right! I had dreamt of this day for so long and I was not disappointed; the feelings that I was experiencing were just as I thought they would be. I was meant to wear these clothes; I knew in my heart that I was a girl deep down inside and the comfort of these clothes only reinforced those feelings. I zipped the dress up with ease but needed Shelly’s help to tie the bow in the back. I stood there feeling so happy and comfortable; I just wanted to dance with joy!

Shelly saw my joy but reminded me that we were not done yet; I still needed to do my hair and makeup. Now that was something that I had never done and my heart skipped a beat when she offered to show me how to do it. She sat me at her vanity and started to comb and straighten out my hair seeing how long and full it was. I had let my hair grow for the last few years and it was now nearing the small of my back; mom never commented on it for I had always kept it clean and tied back in a ponytail; even dad never said anything about the length of my hair. Shelly started to put curlers into my hair sectioning it and then curling it up. After my entire head was full of curlers she instructed me on how to apply makeup. She started with the foundation seeing that I had yet to start to grow a beard so she said that I only needed enough to even out my skin tone. She used some powder to set the foundation and then brushed off the excess leaving my face looking soft and smooth just like a girls! I started to get giddy and I would giggle when I saw my reflection in the mirror. “It’s fun having a little sister to dress up.” She stated and I smiled brightly enjoying her calling me her sister. She had me do the rest of the makeup myself as she instructed me on how to put it on and how much to use. I learned quickly and I was soon applying it like I had been doing it for years.

With my makeup done it was time for her to remove the rollers from my hair; as she undid the rollers I could see the ringlets that were being formed in my hair and I giggled with excitement. When she was done I didn’t look like the boy I really was; I looked just like a regular teenage girl and I felt like one as well. I stood and walked over to the full mirror on the closet door and looked at myself; I looked amazing! I looked just how I felt; I was a pretty girl and as hard as I tried to see the real me all I could see was the pretty girl in the mirror. My emotions grew up inside of me and I felt like crying I was so happy with how I looked. “Thank you Shelly; you have made me so happy today. I finally look the way I feel inside!” I told her and she smiled. “I thought that’s what it was; I always knew you were more like me than a boy!” she confessed. We sat on her bed and I opened up to her telling her of all my feelings and my desire to be a girl forever. Shelly smiled; “I think it’s time you told mom and dad; you can’t continue living a lie and torturing yourself by not being able to be yourself.” She told me. “I’m afraid Shelly what if they hate me because of it? I’m just too afraid to tell them!” I admitted nearly coming to tears. “Now no crying you will mess up you mascara!” she said sternly only to giggle afterward. I too started to giggle and I forgot all about wanting to cry.

Shelly got up and went to her closet and brought out a pair of her heels and handed then to me; “I’m sure you have worn them before!” she told me. I blushed and nodded my head then slipped the shoes onto my feet. She and I wore the same size of shoes which made it very easy for me to practice walking around in heels. I stood and with the grace of a real girl I walked around her room showing her just how good I was at walking in heels. She looked impressed and then told me that we were going to go down stairs and wait for mom and dad to get home from work. I was still afraid of what they were going to say but with the support of my sister I was going to tell them and let them see just how pretty I could be as a girl. Shelly sprayed me with one of her perfumes before we left her room and walked down to the living room to wait. We had a couple of hours to wait for them to come home for lunch so Shelly and I decided that we would surprise them by making them lunch.

Mom was the first to get home; she only worked part time so she would work in the morning and then have the rest of the day off. Mom walked into the kitchen and saw Shelly and me waiting there for her; at first she didn’t recognize me and asked Shelly if she had seen me yet today. Shelly started to giggle which got me giggling as well; mom was about to ask what was so funny when it hit her and she stood there with her mouth wide open. “My god you are so pretty!” she stated sitting down. “Thank you mom.” I responded and went to give her a hug. She hugged me tight; tighter than she normally would and then held me out at arm’s length looking me over. “You look so much like Shelly did when she was your age! Are you planning to dress like this for a while?” she asked. “For the rest of my life if I can mom!” I responded sitting down in front of her; making sure that I tucked the dress under my legs before sitting. Her eyebrow went up when I said that and then a slight smile came across her lips. “Are you telling me that you want to be a girl?” she asked. I shyly looked to the floor and then back up at her; “Yes mom; I want to be a girl. I have always felt like a girl inside and with Shelly’s help I have been able to see that I can be a girl on the outside as well.” I confessed.

Mom’s little sly smiled turned into a broad smile; she held out her arms to me and I jumped into them realizing that mom had accepted me for who I was and not what I was. “Your father might need a little more time to warm up to the idea that he now has two daughters but I’m sure he will accept you.” Mom said smiling as she hugged me. “Looks like we are going to need to go shopping for you!” she added with a glint in her eye. Just then dad walked into the kitchen and I jumped to my feet feeling scared but determined to stand my ground and be myself. Dad looked at me and then over at Shelly and then back to me; he then looked at mom seeing her bright smile. “Care to fill me in on why I have two daughters?” he calmly asked. I looked at mom and she smiled and nodded; I asked dad to sit down so he did and then I went into my whole story telling him how I feel and everything. The entire time I was talking to him he never once looked away but looked me over the whole time; he examined me from head to toe and then back again several times. When I was finished I was emotionally spent and felt tiered but hoped that dad would accept me as for whom I was.

Dad stood up and walked towards the coffee maker pouring himself a cup of coffee and then returning to the table sitting down again. Not a word was said as he sat there drinking his coffee; I started to feel uncomfortable and I squirmed just a bit in my chair feeling like I was being interrogated by the CIA. “So you want to be a girl?” he quietly asked. I slowly nodded my head yes. “You know it’s not going to be easy, there are people out there that are going to make your life a living hell?” he continued. I nodded again. “Well if you know that and are willing to go through with all the struggles to be a girl than I guess all I can do it support my little girl and welcome her into our family.” He said smiling and opening up his arms for a hug. I quickly stood and ran into his arms feeling his strength wrap around me making me feel warm and safe. “Thank you daddy!” I whispered and kissed him on the cheek causing him to blush. Shelly and mom joined in on the hug and it felt so good to have family that loved me and accepted me for whom I was. We hugged for a few minutes before daddy complained than he was hungry and needed food. We all laughed and Shelly and I got him his food; as we ate dad asked me what my girl name was. “Well I was thinking that I could just keep my name the same; instead of being Nick I would just become Nikki.” I stated. Dad smiled “Nikki? I like it, it suits you; I’ll go to the courts tomorrow and have it legally changed.

Did I forget to mention that dad is a lawyer? I guess I did oh well; needless to say that dad knew all the legalities that were required for me to change my status from boy to girl and he would take care of all of them as they arose. That summer Shelly taught me all that she knew about being a girl and mom helped me as well. Dad made all the appointments for me with the doctors and I was started on hormones right away. By the end of the summer I no longer needed the breast forms for I had my own perky breasts; my body went through a lot more changes than just growing breasts. With the help of the female hormones I went through a female puberty and my body changed to be just like a real girls. My little penis never interfered with my panties like it did the first time; it was now dormant only useful to pee out of. My hips and bum developed giving me the feminine curves that my sister and mom had. Before the summer was over I had talked to all my friends and they all accepted me for whom I was and stayed my friends. Several of my girlfriends helped me with finding a fashion style that was good for me and I think I surprised most of them when I turned out to be a girly girl loving everything that was extremely feminine. Dad had my room redecorated and painted so that now it reflected my femininity and my girlishness.

Just before the end of the summer Mom took me to the doctor’s office for a checkup and that was when I found out that I was on the fast track for my SRS. Due to my age and my fast developments over the summer my doctor thought it would be best for me if I had my SRS as soon as it was possible. He thought that I could be complete before Christmas if everything fell into place. He told me that he was going to do a minor operation right now just to conceal my penis and to remove what was left of my dried out testicles. He gave me a shot and I fell asleep; when I woke up I was laying in my own room in my own bed. I reached between my legs and felt what he had done; I had a vagina! I threw off my blankets and pulled up my nightgown trying to get a look at what he had done. I could not see much but my fingers told me that my penis was gone! I giggled at the thought of not having to worry about that ugly thing anymore. I got out of bed feeling a slight pain in my crotch but nothing that I could not handle; I went over to my full length mirror and pulled off my nightgown standing there totally naked.

I looked just like a real girl! There was nothing about me that said I was not a girl; my crotch now looked just like Shelly’s and my other girlfriends. I giggled again as I ran my fingers over my new equipment feeling the slit between my legs; a shiver went up my spine as I thought about what Tony would think and say. Tony was my best friend; we had been friends since kindergarten and he stood by me as I went through my transformation he even commented that I was cute. We had stayed close and I even showed him what my breasts looked like but this was something different; I was a girl now so I could not show him my new sex could I? Mom came into my room and saw me checking myself out in the mirror and stood there watching me for a few minutes not saying anything. When she did speak I screamed like a little girl and tried to cover up. Mom giggled at my attempts to cover up then told me that my changes down there were just temporary until I was able to have the real operation to make me a real girl. “Remember honey you are not able to have sex yet with a boy so don’t even think about it.” I blushed feeling like mom had just read my mind. “The changes are just there to allow you to feel more comfortable being naked around other girls and so that you can use the same locker room as them.” She explained to me. I nodded my understanding and she left my room after giving me a hug.

I quickly put on some panties and giggled when they rose up my now feminine hips and rested flat and smooth between my legs. I looked in the mirror and I could see the feminine V between my legs and I got Goosebumps all over my body. My breasts were a full A heading for a B and I could not wait till they were big like Shelly’s. She was a C cup now and the doctor’s told me that I had a good chance of being just as big as her. I slipped on my bra happy that I could fill the cups and then put on my new jeans; they were special; I had bought them for when I had my penis removed but I figured this was close enough for now. The jeans were tight and showed off my curves wonderfully; best of all they were flat and smooth between my legs; with my legs together and my knees touching I had a gap between my legs that showed everyone that I was a girl between my legs. I wondered what Tony was going to say when he saw that! I slipped on a sexy tank top that showed off my bra straps; it was slightly tight so it emphasized my growing breasts. Applying just a bit of makeup some jewelry and perfume I went down stairs, I wanted to tell mom that I was going to walk over to Tony’s house.

I saw daddy sitting I the living room so I went in to see him; over the summer daddy had really warmed up to the fact that I was his daughter and he would call me his kitten and spoil me rotten. “Hi daddy!” I said as I came into the room. He looked up at me and smiled then looked me over seeing what I was wearing and how feminine I looked in it. “Looking good Kitten!” he said with a wink. “Thank you daddy, I was just going to go over to Tony’s for a bit you know.” I told him. He smiled; “You like Tony don’t you?” he asked; I blushed but pretended not to know what he meant. “Yea he is my best friend; of course I like him.” I said coyly. Daddy looked at me and I blushed again just as mom came into the room. “Who do you like dear?” she asked. “Tony mom; daddy thinks I “Like” him.” I told her. “Well do you; you two do seem to be spending a lot more time together lately.” she said smiling. “Mom; he is my best friend! Of course we are going to spend time together!” I complained refusing to admit that I really did like him more than just as a friend. They both started to laugh and agreed to drop the subject; I told them that I was going to go see him and turned to get my purse. I grabbed my purse and walked out the back door heading down the alley to Tony’s house.

Tony lived two blocks away and I knew the way blindfolded; we had been going back and forth to each other’s house for years. This summer though was different; for one I was now a girl and two; daddy had restricted Tony from being in my room. That really didn’t stop him from coming up and spending time with me but it felt different now; I always found myself just looking at him and wondering what he was thinking about. Shelly told me that all girls wonder that but I thought it would be different with Tony; after all we knew each other so well. I would also find myself thinking if he thought I was pretty and if he liked my dress or skirt; I would spend hours trying to look pretty just to walk over to his house for a few minutes spent with him. Mandy my new BFF (all girls need a girl BFF) told me that it was a sign that I liked Tony in a way more than just friends. I didn’t want to admit to it but thinking about it now I think she is right. I used to just walk into his house and go up to his room but now I couldn’t what if I caught him naked? I would be so embarrassed. I rang the door bell and then walked in seeing his mom working in the kitchen. “Hi Nikki; Tony is up in his room he will be down in just a few minutes. That boy has been fussing all morning with his hair trying to get it to look perfect for you but don’t tell him I told you.” She said to me. I smiled to myself thinking that I was not the only one who was trying to look good for the other.

I talked to his mom for a few minutes and she asked me how I was doing and if I had any regrets about wanting to be a girl. “No ma’am; I love being a girl it’s who I am. All the pretty clothes and jewelry is perfect for me, I love looking pretty and being feminine.” I told her. She smiled and nodded; “I know all about being pretty and feminine I love it also.” She confessed with a grin and a wink. “I think Tony likes that you are so pretty and feminine as well, all he does is talk about you and how pretty you look but don’t tell him you heard that from me.” She said winking at me. Tony walked in before I could respond so all I did was wink back to her; Tony smiled seeing me and it was like the room just got a lot brighter. I liked spending time with him he was so…so…male! He made me feel pretty and sexy; I never really thought about it but he was treating me just like a girl, his girl! We were going to head up to his room and we got to the stairs when we heard his dad state “Tony no girls in your room; at least not till you are eighteen!” he said. “Awe dad it’s only Nikki!” “No exceptions young man Nikki is still a girl and you know the rules.” He retorted. I started to giggle seeing as even his father thought of me as a girl and it made me feel happy. “It’s a nice day why don’t you two go to the Mall and walk around get some exercise.” He said. I was all for the Mall for it was a girls home away from home; all the pretty sexy clothes that were there not to mention all the jewelry and makeup.

Tony acted upset about not being able to take me up to his room anymore but after his dad gave him fifty bucks for us to go to the Mall he brightened up. “Wow that’s my best haul yet, you bring me good luck; I think I’ll keep you around.” He said with a smile as we walked to the Mall. I pretended to be offended with his comment and pouted until he gave me a hug and told me he was just joking. The hug felt good better than when I get them from daddy; it made me all warm inside and tingly. I think it did something for him as well because afterward he seemed to walk a little stiff. It took me a while to realize what might be his problem; it had been such a long time since I had had any reaction down there that I had forgotten what it was like. I started to giggle and made it my mission to keep him with his problem much to his pleasure and pain. Getting a stiffy when you are fifteen can be embarrassing but it’s even worse when the girl you are with knows about it and doesn’t let you get rid of it. I was that girl and I was enjoying watching him get all bothered; after about fifteen minutes I let up and allowed him to relax so that his stiffy would go away.

I don’t think he was too upset with me for that because every time I caught him looking at my bum he seemed to be sporting a new stiffy. To tease him I turned to face him and asked him if he was OK; he looked at me and then glanced down checking out my entire body. “There is something different about you now!” he stated. I giggled “You are right; look again.” I told him. This time he slowly looked me over from the top of my head; my hair color was still the same although I had highlights in it making me a strawberry blond but that was not it. He looked at my face; it was soft and smooth very feminine with just a bit of mascara and eyeliner to bring out my eyes and of course red glossy lipstick on my full pouty lips which enticed him or any boy to beg for a kiss. But that was not it either; he continued to look scanning ever lower; my breasts though small still were very prominent on my torso. The tightness of my tank top combined with the sheer lace of my bra cups and my own excitement helped to outline my erect nipples as they were visibly larger and darker than the rest of my breast; but that was not it neither he had already seen my breasts. When his eyes got to my waist and then to my crotch they seemed to grow in size as he realized that I no longer had any boy parts on my body. He looked back up to my eyes as he stood there speechless; “You are all girl!” he stammered. I smiled and nodded and was about to tell him that it was not my final operation to make me a real girl but I was not given the chance. He pulled me into him and gave me a kiss catching me off guard; I was not ready for his reaction but I was also not going to stop him either.

We stood there kissing for what felt like forever and I loved every minute of it; I felt his tongue in my mouth and I passively allowed him to ravage my mouth. I had never been kissed before by anyone who was not family and never on the mouth but I instantly knew that I liked kissing Tony. My own tongue explored his mouth finding it warm and receptive; I felt a fire start to burn in my belly and grow to my breasts and then to my crotch. I felt a need that I had never felt before and it scared me a bit; I wanted to feel him in me! I wanted to know what it was like to make love to him! I broke off the kiss and quickly pulled out my compact to fix my lipstick I needed time to calm down and cool off. If I was not in control I might try something that I could not control; I think Tony felt the same way for he apologized for kissing me. “Don’t be sorry I loved it Tony it’s just that I’m not ready to take it any further…at least not yet.” I told him. He smiled; “You liked it when I kissed you?” he shyly asked. I looked at him again and this time I could not deny my feeling for him. “Yes Tony I liked it because I love you!” I confessed. “I love you too Nikki; ever since you told me you wanted to be a girl and I started to see you blossom into a pretty girl my feelings changed and I found myself only thinking about you.” He stated. We continued to look into each other’s eyes and I could see that he was being totally honest with me; he really did love me and I really did love him!

I wanted to kiss him again but I was afraid of what I might do after the kiss so I turned and started to walk to the Mall again. Tony was quickly by my side and he took my hand in his entwining our fingers together. “When did you get it removed?” he asked and that was when I told him what all had been done and as for why. “Does it hurt? What does it look like?” he was full of questions but that was nothing new for he had always asked questions right from the start of my transition; that was how he got to see my breasts. This time he was not going to see what I looked like at least not yet! “No it doesn’t hurt and no you can’t see…at least not till it’s all gone!” I coyly stated. He blushed when I said that. We continued to walk in silence for a while and I felt happy feeling him holding my hand knowing that he loved me even though I was not a real girl yet!

The Mall was busy for a Thursday and as we walked around I found out why; there was a model search going on and all the girls were there with their moms waiting to have their turn on the catwalk. I giggled to myself thinking how fun it would be to be a model and be able to wear all those sexy clothes from the big designers Tony asked if I would like to be a model and if I wanted to sign up and have my turn on the catwalk. “It would be fun Tony but I don’t think it would be such a good idea, I know most of these girls here and they know me and who I am. If they get jealous that I look better than them they might tell everyone that I am not a real girl and then life would be terrible for both of us.” I told him. He thought about it for a bit and agreed that it would be too dangerous for me right now. “I’ll be your private model OK?” I told him. His eyes lit up; “Really; so if I take you into any of these stores and ask you to model some clothes you will do it?” “Yes” “Any clothes?” I thought about it for a second; “Yes!” He smiled and grabbed my hand and pulled me into the Swim Co. store.

The minute we entered the store I had an idea as to what he wanted to see on me and I blushed realizing that he was going to get to see what my new sex looked like anyway; even if it was barely covered with a bikini bottom. “You sly devil!” I whispered to him and he coyly smiled. “OK which bikini do you want to see me in?” I asked; “All of them!” he countered; “No pick two that is as far as you are going to get!” I said seriously; putting my foot down. He smiled and then picked out a pink bikini in a shinny metallic material and then a white suit that looked like it was not much there but strings. I blushed when he handed me his selections and I quickly checked to see if they were my size. Despite being fourteen I had a feminine figure of a girl several years older so the sales lady didn’t think anything of me wanting to try on the sexy bikinis. “Just call if the suits are not the right size and I will get you a different one.” She told me with a smile. I went into the change room and removed all my clothes having to wiggle my way out of my tight jeans. The first bikini I put on was the pink one and I had not realized that it was a thong back style; when the bottoms were on it hugged my crotch defining my new sex and even outlining my vaginal lips. If it would have been one size smaller I would have had it creeping up my vagina giving me a definite visible split between my lips. I blushed as I saw my reflection in the mirror but at the same time I was proud of my feminine shape. I slipped the top on easily tying it in the back. Making sure that all of me was covered as best as it could; I exited the change room to show Tony.

The look on his face when he saw me in the bikini was worth it, he was totally speechless; all he could do was stare at me and smile. “That suit fits you perfectly; you are the first girl in here who actually looks good in that suit!” the sales lady stated. “Would you mind if I took a picture of you in that suit, it would make a wonderful sales feature?” she asked. I was not sure what to say; I was about to say yes but then I remembered my dad telling me that I would need his permission because I was only fourteen. I shyly told the sales lady that I could not for I was underage. “How old are you dear?” she asked. I blushed and told her. “Amazing; you are so pretty and mature for your age, you are going to grow up to be a real beauty. Tell you what go ask your father and if he says yes then come back with him so that I can talk to him.” She said and handed me her business card. I was shocked to find out that not only was she the sales girl but also an owner and professional photographer. Tony was all smiles when I got back to him for he was looking at me the whole time I was talking with the lady. “She is right you know you are definitely going to be a knock out when you grow up!” he joked. I stuck out my tongue at him and returned to the change room to put on the second bikini.

The second one was much better and had a full bottom which made me feel less exposed although it was only held up by the strings on the sides. The top was cut a little fuller as well and I felt more comfortable in it so I was more confident. I returned to Tony and he whistled telling me that I should buy this one; “We still have two weeks left in the summer so you could wear it over to my house and we could use the pool again.” He stated. Since I had started my transition I had refused to go swimming because of the obvious added appendage but now that it was gone I had no excuse for not agreeing to use the pool. I tried to come up with an excuse to not buy it but when he offered to buy it for me I was caught off guard and had to agree to get it. Tony bought me the bikini and the lady even gave him an added discount because it looked so good on me. Now I was obligated to wear it for him at his house; I wondered what his mother was going to say when she would see me in it. We left the store and he took me to several other stores having me try on all sorts of clothes; we had fun and I loved spending time with him. I was getting to know him in a new way and I liked it; Tony was a sweet guy who had a beautiful smile and a quick wit and sense of humor. He also had a fantastic body; for a guy of fifteen he looked more like he was eighteen. He was already growing a beard and he had a full hairy chest which I strangely found fascinating; I found myself dreaming about running my hands through his chest hairs and looking forward to seeing him in his swimming trunks!

We spent most of the afternoon in the Mall going from store to store trying on clothes; I even got him to try on some stuff and he really did look sexy in those clothes. I found myself being more and more comfortable with Tony and my natural femininity was coming out; the more he treated me like his girlfriend the more feminine I acted. He never really asked me to be his girlfriend it just sort of happened, we spent the rest of the summer together as boyfriend and girlfriend and our parents accepted it as natural for us to be together. Dad had managed to have all my school records changed to reflect that I was a girl and as the first day of school approached I was getting excited to go back to school as a girl. I had decided that I was going to try out for the cheerleader squad because I wanted to cheer on my man who was on the football team. Mandy helped me get into shape for the try outs and I was able to do the splits and all the high leg kicks that all the other girls were able to do. School started and none of the other students even remembered that I used to be a boy.

I made the squad with Mandy and Tony was so proud of me; we had started to expand on our relationship and I had let him feel me up when we were kissing on the couch. I loved the feeling of him playing with my breasts which were now a full B heading for a C. I so much wanted to lose control with him and let him take me all the way to womanhood but as of yet it was not possible. Dad and my doctor petitioned the health board to allow me to have my SRS before I was eighteen but we had not heard back from them. I knew there were other ways of pleasing your man but I was not ready yet to try them after all I was still only fourteen! My birthday was fast approaching and I was getting excited to be able to celebrate it as a girl; I was looking forward to all the girly gifts that I was going to get.

My birthday came and I was now a fifteen year old girl; I received several new dressed from mom and dad and Shelly bought me a gold necklace with my name on a pendant. The best gift was from Tony; he gave me a ring; it was not an engagement ring but a promise ring and I loved it so much. Tony made me a promise that when we were old enough that we were going to get married! The thought of being his wife was wonderful and I could not wait for that day to come true. School was going better than ever; maybe it was due to the female hormones but I was able to concentrate better and my memory was much better than before. I made the honor roll for the first time ever and I surprised my parents with the award. Daddy was proud of me and mom rewarded me by taking me shopping for a new outfit; now that my figure was nearly as feminine as Shelly’s mom thought that I should get some sexy nightgowns and teddy’s to wear to bed. I had trouble deciding which one I wanted for all of them were so sexy but I finally chose the one that was in Tony’s favorite color; red! Mom bought me a red teddy and a black nightie with matching thong panties. This would be my first pair of thong panties but definitely not my last!

Thanksgiving came and went and still no news from the health board; I seriously doubted that I would be bringing in the new year as a real girl. Daddy apologized to me for letting the doctor get my hopes up that it would happen so fast but I told him that it was not his fault and that I would survive if I had to wait a bit longer. Tony and I were now slowly experimenting with sexual touching and I was giving him hand jobs as he fondled my breasts so nicely. I still refused to let him see what I looked like between my legs even though he had seen me in my bikini several times already. Christmas showed up and I received so many feminine gifts; nighties, bras, panties and so much more. Shelly had bought me a vibrator that she gave me after mom and dad had gone to bed and told me that when I finally had my SRS that I would come to love it. I didn’t have to wait until then to enjoy it; I found out that when I got horny that I could use it in my ass. It felt strange the first time I did it but soon after it brought me to orgasm every time I used it and I started to like it in my ass! I thought about telling Tony about it and letting him take me in the ass but I didn’t want our first time to be in my ass; I wanted to make love to him like it was meant to be with him in my pussy.

We celebrated the New Year together as our families decided to get together; his parents had come to accept me as their daughter and mine accepted him as their son. I gave Tony a blow job for the first time on New Year’s Day and I found that I loved it; the feel of his dick in my mouth nearly made me orgasm and the taste of his cum was amazing; sweet yet salty! From that day on I could not get enough of his cock and I would suck it whenever I got the chance; I was becoming a real cock whore, at least for Tony’s cock! It was sometime after spring break that we received the news from the health board; they refused to allow me to have my SRS before eighteen if I was to get it done in my own country; they had left it open for me to go to another country and get it done there. Daddy said that that was as good as being given permission and he started to make the arrangements for me to go to Thailand to have the operation there. I told Tony about the good news and he was excited for me and secretly for himself as well.

Daddy had arranged for us to go to Thailand for the summer and while we were there I was going to become a real girl! I could not wait for the summer to come; I would miss spending time with Tony but when I got back we could celebrate being together again by him taking my virginity. The next few months seamed to drag by; my doctor had received all the pre-operation information that I would need and he thought it strange why I needed some of the drugs they were prescribing. He called them to find out why and then informed us as to why the drugs were needed. “They have come up with a way of transplanting ovaries into the patient and allowing the patient to be a real complete woman being able to menstruate and possibly getting pregnant!” he said excitedly. “The drugs are to prepare Nikki’s body for the transplant all they need is a suitable donor and Nikki will be a real complete woman.” I was now getting excited about the possibilities that I would one day be able to give Tony children. We still had several months before the operation so the search was on for a suitable donor.

Shelly came to me one day and asked me to sit down; she looked very serious. “What is wrong sis you look like your best friend has died!” I joked but she never smiled. She looked me right in the eyes and told me that she had some bad news and some good news as well. I braced myself for what she was going to tell me; “Well we have found you a donor for the ovaries, they are a perfect match and there will be no possibility of rejection!” she stated smiling slightly. “That’s fantastic, where did they find the donor?” I asked. “You are looking at her!” she said with a tear running down her cheek. “I don’t understand; you can’t be my donor. Donors are usually dead people and you are not dead!” I screamed. She held me and then told me that the doctors had found an inoperable brain tumor on her last check up and that it was growing; she had maybe six months felt before it would strange her brain and she would die. I cried in her arms for nearly an hour begging her to tell me it was all just a bad joke but it was the truth. My sister wanted me to have her ovaries while she was still able to give them to me and made me promise her to have lots of babies for her.

When the time came for our trip I was sad and excited at the same time; I was going to be a real woman but it was going to cost my sister’s life. Shelly had been gradually getting weaker by the day and the doctors warned us that Shelly would probably not survive the operation to remove her ovaries. Shelly insisted on going through with it despite the outcome; she told me that she loved me and was happy to be able to live on in me and allow my deepest dream to come true. The operation lasted for twelve hours and as the doctors predicted Shelly died during the operation but not before telling them that she was happy for her gift to me. They told me that she had a smiled on her face when she passed away peacefully without any pain. I on the other hand was under some serious pain killers for the pain that I was feeling was incredible; the doctors told me that that was normal in such an operation as the one I had just had. I was unable to make it to Shelly’s funeral and cremation but daddy promised me that we would have a private farewell for her when I was strong enough to move around.

It took all summer long for me to regain my strength and be able to walk without wincing with every step. My new ovaries were working perfectly and I had my first period before our flight back home and it was just as Shelly told me it would be like. I smiled when I felt the cramps and I thanked Shelly for her amazing gift to me; I promised her that I would honor her gift and have lots of babies. My doctor back home examined me and was amazed at how perfect the operation was. “There is no way I would have ever known you were not born a girl; you are anatomically all female! They even gave you a Hymen to show that you are still a virgin!” he exclaimed with amazement. “Nikki you are officially a complete woman! Treat your new gift with care and I am looking forward to helping you become a mother when the time comes.” He stated smiling brightly. “Thank you doc but that time won’t be for a while; I want to finish high school first and maybe University as well.” I told him and he just smiled.

By the time school was back in session I was totally comfortable with my new sex and I actually counted the days for my period to begin; it might sound funny but when I have my period I feel like Shelly is back and I can hear and feel her with me. I have had three periods since the operation and with each period I feel myself forgetting that I was ever a boy; after all do boys have periods? Tony has been the best boyfriend a girl could have; he has not rushed me one bit to test out my new equipment even though I so desperately wanted to as soon as I got back home. The doctors told me that I should wait at least four months after the operation before I have sex; they wanted to be sure that the transplanted ovaries were working properly and that I was experiencing a normal period. When I told Tony this news he was so supportive and understanding telling me that he had waited this long what was a bit longer. After all we were both still young and we had our whole lives before us.

Mandy was a wonderful source of information and she took me under her wing and showed me all there was to know about keeping my vagina clean and healthy. The first time I douched it felt strange having this liquid up inside of me but it did feel good; Mandy told me that I should be doing that regularly during and after my period just to prevent myself from smelling bad. I talked to her about relieving my horniness and she told me that I should use the vibrator that Shelly had given me. I had totally forgotten about it and when I brought it out I just looked at it for a long time; not because I was afraid to use it but because it was the last Christmas gift that I had received from her. I nearly started to cry thinking about how much I missed her but then I felt my belly and I knew that she would always be with me till I died. I had already masturbated using my fingers and I knew just how good it felt doing that but the vibrator was a giant leap better! I could not believe just how sensitive my pussy was or just how deep it was! The vibrator was ten inches long and I nearly buried it in me; I stopped just short of the full ten inches! I was definitely ready for Tony when the time would come.

Tony’s birthday was coming up and I wanted to give him the best gift there was…me! I told mom what I wanted to do for she had a right to know that I was going to lose my virginity to Tony. Mom was actually surprised that we had not made love yet and asked me how I intended to do it. I told her that I was going to seduce him by wearing a sexy teddy under my dress and when we were alone I was going to strip for him and allow him to take me. Mom suggested that we rent a hotel room for the night but I told her we were too young to rent it so she offered to get the room for us. I hugged her and thanked her for being so understanding and supportive; she smiled and told me that I was her daughter and all she ever wanted for me was that I would be happy. I told Tony about the room but I left out the seduction part wanting to keep that a surprise for him. Tony’s parents bought him a car for his sixteenth birthday! It wasn’t a fancy sports car but it was his car nonetheless! He was so excited, he had spent the summer learning how to drive and had even gotten his learners permit; now all he had to do was get his license when he turned sixteen. I was in no rush to learn to drive for I had other things on my mind as you could probably imagine.

On the day of his birthday he went down to the DMV first thing in the morning and was the first person there to test for his license; he passed with ease and by lunch he was a legal driver. He pulled up to my house and I thought he looked so mature driving his car; I also thought how cool it would be to give him a blow job in his new car. Tony took me for a “drive” and I found out just how much trouble it was to give him a blow job in the car; I still enjoyed it immensely but now I know why they always show the people in the back seat in the movies. I don’t know how we managed not to have sex in his car but somehow we abstained; which was a good thing because I really didn’t want to lose my virginity in a car! That night we were having a big party for him and all our friends were coming over to celebrate, it took me longer than usual to get ready because I wanted to look perfect for Tony. Mandy was there to help me get ready and with her help I was not too late for the party! Tony looked so sexy in his jeans and dress shirt; his Italian heritage definitely showed through as he wore the shirt slightly open to show off his manly hairy chest. Just looking at him made me horny and I nearly had to change out of my teddy because the crotch was so wet!
The party finally broke at ten pm and Tony and I headed out to our hotel room that mom had reserved for us. It was in the Hilton Hotel on the fifth floor; mom had given me the key card for the room that morning and told me that we had the room for two nights; this was going to be the best weekend ever! I had already packed a small overnight bag and had placed it in the trunk of Tony’s car; he had done the same and I noticed that my bag was twice the size of his! Tony parked the car and took up the bags as I found the key card and opened the door; we were both shocked to find that it was a Jacuzzi room and that there was a bottle of Champagne chilling on the night stand. Tony set the bags down and we both went to the Champaign and read the note. It was from both our parents giving us their blessing and wishing us a wonderful time and not to let the Jacuzzi go to waste. “Well we can’t disappoint our parents now can we?” he said with a grin and I giggled. I turned and put on the radio to a dance station and I started to do a striptease that I had been practicing for just this moment. Tony sat on the bed mesmerized by my movements as I gyrated and wiggled my hips in a sexy and seductive manner as I slowly removed my clothes.

I was down to my teddy and it was so sheer that I might as well have nothing on at all; the reaction I was getting from Tony was as expected. His hard on was totally visible though his jeans and I think he might even be hurting himself with his jeans on. I sashayed over to him and undid his jeans helping them down to the floor as I knelt before him. I looked up to see a marvelous sight; his dick was right in my face standing at full attention. I smiled coyly and looked up at him just before I inserted his dick into my mouth burring it deep down my throat. His dick seemed bigger somehow and I found I liked it as I slid it in and out of my mouth varying the speed of my actions. Tony started to moan with pleasure and begged me not to stop which was my cue; I quickly stood up and pushed him onto the bed and got on top of him. With a quick unsnapping of the crotch to my teddy I was ready for him to penetrate me with his magnificent pole. “I’m ready Tony make me a real woman!” I whispered to him as I guided his dick to my opening and slowly lowered myself onto it.

The feeling of him in me was intense and I nearly orgasmed right then; I felt him go deeper and deeper into my pussy as I continued to lower myself onto him. He reached up and grabbed my tiny waist and started to lift me and lower me on his dick; despite me being on top he was still in control and I could feel his power and I loved it. He shifted us around so that he was now on top and I was looking up at him; “Are you ready my love?” he asked. I breathlessly whispered a yes and then he pushed his dick even further into me than I thought was possible. I felt a momentary shot of pain and then it was washed away with the amazing wave of pleasure that I received. He had broken my Hymen and taken my virginity; I was swept away to another world as I experienced my first true orgasm. The colors and sounds all seemed to wash together in a symphony of pleasure and ecstasy that I had never felt before. In the back of my mind I could hear Shelly laughing with glee that I was now a woman “Shout to the world sis you are now complete!” I heard her say to me and I did! I screamed with pure pleasure as the orgasms hit me wave after wave of paradise washed over me filling me with joy. I felt so fantastic that I giggled uncontrollably and I cried with joy that I was now a woman fulfilled.

Tony came seconds after I received my first wave of orgasms and I could feel his seed rush into me but it was stopped by his condom I was sad yet relieved; with my luck I just might get pregnant my first time! We went through a twelve pack of condoms that night as we made love in every position we could think of. I found out that I liked “doggy style” the best for it allowed for the deepest penetration! By three in the morning we were exhausted and totally sated with our need for sex and we fell asleep in each other’s arms. I woke to find myself wrapped by him and as I moved I felt his wonderful dick resting between my cheeks; I slowly squeezed my thighs together gently massaging his dick which came to life quickly. I felt him still and then I felt his hips shift as his dick slid forward and touched my pussy. I moaned with pleasure and opened my legs up to allow him more access which he immediately took advantage of. Morning sex was just as amazing as night sex and I was hooked; I loved the feeling of his dick sliding in and out of me. I knew that I would never get bored with having sex and I also knew that I would never refuse him any from now on!
After a vigorous round of love making in the morning we showered and cleaned up dressing for the day; the hotel had a pool in it so we were going to take advantage of it while we could. There was a knock on the door and Tony went to see who it was; it was room service bringing us breakfast! Tony asked him if he had the right room for we had not ordered any food but the waiter informed us that it was pre-ordered when the room was booked and that it was already paid for. I smiled knowing that mom had set this up; she was taking care of her little girl! The food was fantastic, fresh strawberries and cream for breakfast was a good touch. We had a full belly by the time we finished and it replenished our energy levels for the day. We went and changed into our bathing suits and I surprised Tony by wearing the gold bikini that he had first seen me in; needless to say that it was another few hours before we actually left the room to go to the pool!

The pool was huge and there were lots of deck chairs available for us to choose from; we picked out two that would be in the sunlight for most of the day and laid out our towels and relaxed soaking in the sunshine. I must have dozed off because I felt Tony nudge me and tell me to turn over before I got burnt; I did as he asked and rotated onto my belly. Tony quickly rubbed on me the suntan lotion on my back and legs and I instantly got horny when he did that; had we not been in a public place I think I would have jumped on him and had another round of love making. I don’t know why I was always so horny; maybe it had something to do with my new sex organs and all the estrogen they were producing. Tony didn’t seem to mind so I didn’t worry about it; we just went with it and made love as often as we could. That afternoon we spent sitting by the pool sunning ourselves and swimming when the sun got to hot. By the end of the day I had a nice tan started and you could see where my bikini was covering my body; the tan lines were very visible and it looked like I was still wearing a bikini when I was naked!

That evening we got all dressed up and went out for dinner; I got to use my new black dress and from Tony’s reaction to seeing me in it I think it was the perfect dress. It took all my will power not to make love before we went out. I had spent too much time trying to look perfect with my hair and makeup just to have to redo it after making love. Tony was understanding and a total gentleman and never once tried to “have me” before dinner; I knew that after dinner when we got back to our room I was going to jump him as soon as we were through the door! The dinner was fantastic; the Hotel had one of the best restaurants in the city a five star dinning that should have been a six star if there was such a thing! As to my word I jumped into his arms as soon as we were back into our room and Tony vigorously yet carefully removed my clothes and his and laid me on the bed. I was so horny and wanted to feel him in me in the worst way but he made me wait as he prepared the Jacuzzi. I experienced sex in the water for the first time that night and I loved it; we spent so much time in the Jacuzzi making love that we barely noticed that the water had cooled off. Near midnight we were exhausted and exited and drained the Jacuzzi and crawled into bed; after a brief nap we were rearing to go again so we did!

That was the best weekend I had ever had and I knew I was definitely in love with Tony; I could not see myself being with anyone else ever! Tony expressed the same sentiment and he asked me to marry him that weekend! He presented me with a beautiful engagement ring and I eagerly said yes! We did however decide that we would not rush out and marry but that we would have a long engagement. That was probably one of the wisest things we ever did; when I showed my parents the ring mom was all excited for me and daddy was sad that he was going to lose his little girl. When they found out that it was going to be a long engagement the agreed that it was for the best. I wanted to finish high school before we got married and I wanted to go to University before having children.

Time has flown by and it is now three years after I have finished my Bachelors Degree in Psychology; Tony is still working on his Medical degree with three more years to go before he is done and a doctor. I have had my first pregnancy and have given birth to twin girls; and now I am expecting my third child. The doctors tell me it’s a boy and Tony is excited to have a son; I just want him to be healthy. None of this would have been possible had it not been for the love of my sister and medical miracles. So now as I continue to watch my girls play outside I say a little prayer of thanks to Shelly for all that she had done for me and hope that I will live up to my promise to her.